I am at peace now and trust Gods decision.

May I go now? Do you think the time is right? May I say goodbye to pain filled days and endless lonely nights?

I've lived my life and done my best, an example I tried to be. So can I take that step beyond and set my spirit free?

I didn't want to go at first, I fought with all my might. But something seems to draw me now to a warm and living light. I want to go I really do. It's difficult to stay. But I will try as best I can to live just one more day.

To give you time to care for me and share your love and fears. I know you're sad and afraid, because I see your tears.

I'll not be far, I promise that, and hope you'll always know that my spirit will be close to you wherever you may go. Thank you so for loving me. You know I love you too,that's why it's hard to say goodbye and end this life with you.

So hold me now just one more time and let me hear you say, because you care so much for me, you'll let me go real soon.

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I found this poem and wanted to post it.

I believe if Molly could talk she would be telling us exactly what this poem says..

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My family and I are so sadden by our Molly's health failing so quickly. She now has very little use of her back legs and will no longer eat and drinks very little. I finally broke down and gave my Molly to God. I put all my trust in him, whatever God decides for Molly I will be at Peace.

Babysitting Night!

Last night Rudy and I became babysitters It was so much fun. All day yesterday I was anticipating for 5:30 to come so Rudy and I could have fun taking care of little ones again. It's been 16 days since we last has a toddler in our home. Ever since the Triplets left our house it seems so quite. We really miss having the beautiful sounds of small laughter around and all the fun stuff that comes with taking care of toddlers.

Doorbell rang at 5:30. In comes Alexia 3 and Noah 2, and the fun began. Rudy made a McDonald Happy meal run and I made a quick run to the garage to get the Triplets high chairs (I knew they would come in handy someday). Molly our dog was so happy to see the kiddies she ate a whole milk bone that was a big miracle. I have been trying to get her to eat that for a month. Alexia and Noah had fun with Molly. Towards the night we all watched Tv. Alexia enjoyed watching DirecTv channel 293 Baby development channel. She makes me laugh when she calls it "The baby flower channel" After getting them into their PJ's and brushing their teeth. Noah was the first to fall asleep. I slept in the family room with them about 12am Miss Alexia woke up wanting her mommy & Daddy, followed by her brother also singing the same song. Yikes after 1 1/2 hours of on and off waking up.

Rudy and I decided to call their Mommy & Daddy at 1:32am Yikes .(This would of been Alexia & Noahs first time sleepover at anybodys house other than Grandma's house). We decided to take the kiddies home. So they can get a good night rest. Well at least they almost made it to the morning!

Joe & Kristi are such a beautiful couple

Rudy and I really enjoy their friendship we are so Blessed to have them in our life. We met them while attending church Revolution .

It was a joy watching Alexia and Noah. Thank You Joe & Kristi!

Rudy and I are really looking forward to being Grandparents. Not anytime soon but when the time comes we will be so ready. I believe we will make the best Grandparents a child would love to have.

Molly and The Triplets. A three minute video

I just had to make a quick little movie of Molly with the precious Triplets so you to can see how happy the Triplets made Molly. Enjoy! Molly was so sweet to Kieran, Haydan and Presley. How many times she got her hair or tail pulled by the Triplets she never once barked at the babies. Every morning the first thing the Triplets would do was call out for Molly and run to the doggie door to wish Molly a good morning. Oh how Molly would love all the attention the Triplets would give her. There would not be a day that goes by that all Three babies would be on top of poor Miss Molly, with their little arms all stretched out to hug Molly. Oh how we all would love to see Presley walk by Molly only to get her sweet little face wiped gently by Molly's happy tail, Presley loved it. She would cover her mouth and laugh or Haydan who wins the metal for being the most gentle and loving with Molly. Just seeing Haydan smile and petting Molly's head warmed my heart. Kieran well what can't we say about Our wonderful little man. He was sweet to Molly too However once in a while he would strike poor Miss Molly with something he could get his little hands on. (Haha) First he would look over to see if anybody was looking and when the coast was clear "BAM" poor Miss Molly would get a falling object coming her way.

Welcome Home Sergeant Patrick Weydemuller "Our Hero"

Sgt. Patrick Weydemuller is finally back home with his family! He returned home safely from Iraq last Wednesday. I thank GOD for bringing Patrick safely home.

We are all so proud of Patrick for serving our country and for staying so strong knowing he left his wife and 3 beautiful young babies behind for so long while on duty in Iraq. I am so happy he is now able to be around his babies and enjoy them as we did as they explore the world.

If you tried E-mailing Pat or Angela lately and received no answer it's because they just moved. A newly remodeled home became available just down the street so Angela took it. Hopefully by next week they should have their phone line and Internet connected.

I know Angela and Patrick feel tremendously blessed for the love and support given by their family & friends.

Please keep on praying for the rest of the soldiers and their families still serving duty in Iraq. We lost many soldiers in this deployment and I know a great deal of sadness is felt by all.

Again welcome back home Pocket. We love you so much and we are so very Proud of you for all you have accomplished. Now it's time to enjoy your wife and your babies.

Love ya,

Norma

Update on Molly

Okay here is my update on our beloved dog Molly. Sorry it took me a while.

Last Wednesday Molly came home from the Vet. AGAIN! The Vet took more test and could not find nothing wrong with Our Molly. I was getting very frustrated with Molly's situation and the Veterinarian. I started to look to the internet for any possible answer. After reading up on some sites I decided to give my own Diagnosis of what is wrong with Molly! Ever since Jonathan moved out and the Triplets left for Germany, Molly shut down and became distant to the world. My poor dogie I know now that is what it is. I would call out the Triplets names and Jonathan's name. Even in Molly's lethargic mode she would get a burst of energy and look all over for them. It breaks my heart to see her sadness when she would give up looking for them. So here it is my Diagnosis: "Depression" Yes like humans dogs also get depressed. I read what to look for regarding depression in dogs and all the signs Molly was showing was there. After reading different sights I decided that she is suffering from depression. I could look into getting her a dog Psychologist. Like Cesar Millan you know "The Dog Whisper"

Only if I hit the Lotto. Do you how much a shrink cost for a dog sessions. Wow it is unbelievable. It a whole lotta mula. ( I checked already).

Molly has been eating a little more. Somedays are better that others it's driving me insane! What dog would turn down a great big piece of juicy steak or a big pork chop smothered in gravy. Yup! Molly has been getting the royal dog treatment. The Veterinarion told us to feed her whatever she can eat. That includes table food. Rudy hates when we use to feed Molly our leftovers from dinner, But Hey Doctors orders. I am trying everything possible to make her content Molly is still very Lethargic and that is driving me crazy. She use to be such a happy dog. She use to be my daytime shadow, and my Greeter when I walked through the door. But lately she just lays on her dogie bed. Errrgh! If anybody has any suggestions "Please" E-mail me.

Thank you for all the nice E-mails and Keep praying for Molly because I do believe that Miracles can happen!

Molly does look a little bit better than last week. There is hope for her!!

Please pray for Miss Molly

Wow what a couple of weeks full of emotions. I keep thinking it's going to get better and right before I see the sunshine it rains again. My poor Miss Molly is back in the Hospital! It going on 2 weeks now that Molly does not eat! She just drinks lots of water. I tryed just about everything to make her eat. I even bought a big juicy steak for her and she refused it. It's not like her to do that. I am really getting worried. She is down to 42 pounds. she is very skinny. Rudy took her back to the Vet's for more testing this afternoon. This time they X-rayed her and found nothing and we are waiting for more more Blood test results.. Errgghhh! She had to stay over night for more IV feedings. and again we will be expecting another expensive vet bill. I don't care as long as they make my Molly well again! Please pray for her.

Oh what a day!!!

Oh my Gosh! What a day I had. I really dreaded waking up and going to the airport to see my Presley off to Germany. I had a hard time as it was with My sister Angela, Kieran & Hayday leaving, I had to go through the same torture of emotions all over AGAIN. How much can my poor heart stand. I hate goodbye's I am such a baby when it comes to saying goodbye to the ones I really love. My Sisters,Brother & I are so very Blessed to have such wonderful Parents who would do anything for us. I thank God my parents are in good health to fly all the way to Germany to special deliver my sister & brother-in-laws precious cargo back to them. I tell my Parents they are Presleys personal Body Guards. (lol). As I type away at my keyboard this minute my parents should be arriving Frankfurt in 3 minutes.

When it rain it pour's. My parents & Presley where not the only ones leaving me. My Hubby was also leaving in the morning. Going on a business trip for a couple of days.

and to add more drama my Poor dog Molly is not eating again. She is withering away to nothing but bones. Oh I'm gonna cry! She for some reason decided not to eat anymore, The Vet cannot find nothing wrong with her. Please Pray for her and pray for me because I'm so drain out from emotions.

I am thankful that God has giving me two wonderful caring boys Cory who made me a delicious dinner tonight so I can relax, and Jonathan, who moved out 2 months ago is staying with cory and I for a couple of days till their dad gets home.

I know with God by my side, He will heal my Broken heart! Hopefully by tomarrow morning! (lol)

Our Sweet Presley Katherine

I was so moved to see how hard it was for my sons Jonathan to say his last goodbye to Presley yesterday. He showed so much love and expressed how much Presley, Kieran & Haydan meant to him and our family. And how Proud he is of his Uncle Sgt. Patrick Weydemuller for serving our country.

Rudy, The boys, and I took Presley out to dinner yesterday. We went to Eastside Mario's. She ate lots of Pasta and keeped us laughing with her cute little silliness.

Uncle Michael Weydemuller ( Patrick Brother) and his son Reilly came over last night to spend some time with Presley. Presley really had a fun time with her uncle Mike. He sang funny songs that made her laugh.