I crave

From time to time I get restless. I get very reflective. I get ansty. I am moody. Basically, I am coming out of my skin. I crave. that is the best way to say it. I crave. I crave something different. I crave what I knew. I crave change. My mind just flies into different directions that I just deal with it rather than try to understand. I crave. Something.