I am at peace now and trust Gods decision.

May I go now? Do you think the time is right? May I say goodbye to pain filled days and endless lonely nights?

I've lived my life and done my best, an example I tried to be. So can I take that step beyond and set my spirit free?

I didn't want to go at first, I fought with all my might. But something seems to draw me now to a warm and living light. I want to go I really do. It's difficult to stay. But I will try as best I can to live just one more day.

To give you time to care for me and share your love and fears. I know you're sad and afraid, because I see your tears.

I'll not be far, I promise that, and hope you'll always know that my spirit will be close to you wherever you may go. Thank you so for loving me. You know I love you too,that's why it's hard to say goodbye and end this life with you.

So hold me now just one more time and let me hear you say, because you care so much for me, you'll let me go real soon.

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I found this poem and wanted to post it.

I believe if Molly could talk she would be telling us exactly what this poem says..

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My family and I are so sadden by our Molly's health failing so quickly. She now has very little use of her back legs and will no longer eat and drinks very little. I finally broke down and gave my Molly to God. I put all my trust in him, whatever God decides for Molly I will be at Peace.

Molly and The Triplets. A three minute video

I just had to make a quick little movie of Molly with the precious Triplets so you to can see how happy the Triplets made Molly. Enjoy! Molly was so sweet to Kieran, Haydan and Presley. How many times she got her hair or tail pulled by the Triplets she never once barked at the babies. Every morning the first thing the Triplets would do was call out for Molly and run to the doggie door to wish Molly a good morning. Oh how Molly would love all the attention the Triplets would give her. There would not be a day that goes by that all Three babies would be on top of poor Miss Molly, with their little arms all stretched out to hug Molly. Oh how we all would love to see Presley walk by Molly only to get her sweet little face wiped gently by Molly's happy tail, Presley loved it. She would cover her mouth and laugh or Haydan who wins the metal for being the most gentle and loving with Molly. Just seeing Haydan smile and petting Molly's head warmed my heart. Kieran well what can't we say about Our wonderful little man. He was sweet to Molly too However once in a while he would strike poor Miss Molly with something he could get his little hands on. (Haha) First he would look over to see if anybody was looking and when the coast was clear "BAM" poor Miss Molly would get a falling object coming her way.

Update on Molly

Okay here is my update on our beloved dog Molly. Sorry it took me a while.

Last Wednesday Molly came home from the Vet. AGAIN! The Vet took more test and could not find nothing wrong with Our Molly. I was getting very frustrated with Molly's situation and the Veterinarian. I started to look to the internet for any possible answer. After reading up on some sites I decided to give my own Diagnosis of what is wrong with Molly! Ever since Jonathan moved out and the Triplets left for Germany, Molly shut down and became distant to the world. My poor dogie I know now that is what it is. I would call out the Triplets names and Jonathan's name. Even in Molly's lethargic mode she would get a burst of energy and look all over for them. It breaks my heart to see her sadness when she would give up looking for them. So here it is my Diagnosis: "Depression" Yes like humans dogs also get depressed. I read what to look for regarding depression in dogs and all the signs Molly was showing was there. After reading different sights I decided that she is suffering from depression. I could look into getting her a dog Psychologist. Like Cesar Millan you know "The Dog Whisper"

Only if I hit the Lotto. Do you how much a shrink cost for a dog sessions. Wow it is unbelievable. It a whole lotta mula. ( I checked already).

Molly has been eating a little more. Somedays are better that others it's driving me insane! What dog would turn down a great big piece of juicy steak or a big pork chop smothered in gravy. Yup! Molly has been getting the royal dog treatment. The Veterinarion told us to feed her whatever she can eat. That includes table food. Rudy hates when we use to feed Molly our leftovers from dinner, But Hey Doctors orders. I am trying everything possible to make her content Molly is still very Lethargic and that is driving me crazy. She use to be such a happy dog. She use to be my daytime shadow, and my Greeter when I walked through the door. But lately she just lays on her dogie bed. Errrgh! If anybody has any suggestions "Please" E-mail me.

Thank you for all the nice E-mails and Keep praying for Molly because I do believe that Miracles can happen!

Molly does look a little bit better than last week. There is hope for her!!

Please pray for Miss Molly

Wow what a couple of weeks full of emotions. I keep thinking it's going to get better and right before I see the sunshine it rains again. My poor Miss Molly is back in the Hospital! It going on 2 weeks now that Molly does not eat! She just drinks lots of water. I tryed just about everything to make her eat. I even bought a big juicy steak for her and she refused it. It's not like her to do that. I am really getting worried. She is down to 42 pounds. she is very skinny. Rudy took her back to the Vet's for more testing this afternoon. This time they X-rayed her and found nothing and we are waiting for more more Blood test results.. Errgghhh! She had to stay over night for more IV feedings. and again we will be expecting another expensive vet bill. I don't care as long as they make my Molly well again! Please pray for her.

Our Sweet Presley Katherine

I was so moved to see how hard it was for my sons Jonathan to say his last goodbye to Presley yesterday. He showed so much love and expressed how much Presley, Kieran & Haydan meant to him and our family. And how Proud he is of his Uncle Sgt. Patrick Weydemuller for serving our country.

Rudy, The boys, and I took Presley out to dinner yesterday. We went to Eastside Mario's. She ate lots of Pasta and keeped us laughing with her cute little silliness.

Uncle Michael Weydemuller ( Patrick Brother) and his son Reilly came over last night to spend some time with Presley. Presley really had a fun time with her uncle Mike. He sang funny songs that made her laugh.

Auntie & her Princess

I am enjoying every second I have with my Precious Princess Miss Presley. The Princess will be leaving California and heading back home on Wednesday with my parents, and you better believe I am spending every second of her stay with me.

Just taking in every little silly thing she does. I love to just sit there and watch her dance, talk with Miss Molly and figure out how things work, I get such joy just to listen to her laugh and when she covers her little mouth with both her hands as she is laughing is especially so much fun to watch and listen to. I love how she runs to me or Uncle Rudy with such excitement in her heart to give us a big hug. She is my sweet little girl I never had.

I have been so blessed to been able to spend so much time with the Triplets the last two months. I will have so many memories of each and everyone of them that I will forever carry close to my heart.

The Triplets have truly giving me and my family so much wonderful Blessed "JOY" in our lives.

I love you Mimi

How do you mend a "Broken Heart"

The day I most dreaded has finally arrived. My sister Angela and the boys Kieran & Haydan are on their way back to Germany. Presley stayed on for one more week. She will be flying back with my Parents the beginning of November. The knowing that my babies are no longer here for Auntie Norma to Hug and kiss and cook for them is breaking my heart to pieces . I am usually a very emotional person when it comes to Goodbyes however saying goodbye to my sister and my baby boys was beyond emotional for me. The last 24hours has been so hard. I am missing my silly little boys.Kieran with his silly chatter and silly walk and Haydan I will miss the way he would look at me with those sweet eyes and beautiful smile Those two little clowns always had me laughing.

Now it's the silence of my house that's driving me to tears. I sure miss my Casa de Choas.

I love you Angela, Kieran and Haydan,

Molly comes home!

God is Good! Thank You all for all your prayers. Our precious Miss Molly came home from the Hospital. Test results arrived and had a wonderful report. No sign of Lymphoma cancer. Just had the bad case of swollen lymphnote. and Rudy & I got a bad case of the to much $Dinero$ over a Thousand plus dollars for her stay at the doggie hospital. What a relief. Our 3 day Rollercoaster Ride finally came to an end. Miss Molly was full of energy when Rudy and I picked her up. Tail a wagging, Jumping up to me to give me slurpy kissess, Oh what happiness I felt again. Molly needs to take two kinds of meds for a while but she will be okay. Tonight Rudy and I where suppost to attend Journey concert at the Hollywood bowl, But due to the rain we decided to go eat at one of our favorite place The Palms . We even order a Filet Mignon to go for Miss Molly. She ate every bit of it!

Molly is in the hospital!!

My Baby Girl Molly has been Hospitalized! I feel so lost without my day time shadow! On yesterday's post regarding Mollys costume I fail to mention how sad my doggie has been since the Triplets left to grandma & Grandpa's house last week. For all I know she was depressed and I was doing my best to make her happy, even buying her costume early. Molly has not been eating in the last 4 days "NOTHING" She did drink lot's of water sometimes way to much like she could not get enough of it! She even stop Barking at the Mail Man and that crazy driving UPS truck. As I was taking her Halloween Super Dog costume Pictures I notice her so weak only one Picture I took out of many she sat up only because I made her, My poor baby. I looked straight into her hazel eyes and notice her joy was gone. I immediately rushed her to Veterinarian. There Dr. Giannone check her out and said My Molly Lypmphnodes are very swollen. The Doctor needed to run some test on her to make sure she does not have "Lymphoma" All I heard was CANCER Oh my God my Molly Cancer! Also the Doctor needed Molly to stay in the hospital for a couple of Days so the can put an IV in her because she was very weak and very dehidrated. I checked her in kissed her goodby and left! Oh the tears we shed for our beloved pets. I had to think positive or I was going to lose it. It took me till this afternoon to compose myself and pay my Molly a visit. She was so happy to see me & Cory. She even wagged her tail. I about lost it! I just wanted to crawl in the cage with her and tell her it is going to be alright. One of the employees notice Molly so happy with us he decided to give her some of his Lunch (Tuna fish sandwich) She has not touched food in 5 days. He figure she's happy she might eat "SHE DID" she ate half of his sandwich Oh how Happy that made me! Molly is such a great dog; so affectionate, so caring, so smart. It really breaksmy heart and everyones hearts who knows her that she’s going through such troubles. She’s such an important part of my life, and my family’s life. She’s young, only six years. Please Pray for her and my Family. As Tomarrow we should know the results of her TEST! Thanks,

Molly's Halloween Costume

I finally bought Miss Molly her Halloween costume last night. Since she has been such a Super Dog with the Triplets, I decided what better way to let everyone know how super she is to Us. Molly has been with us four and a half years. We adopted her through Fox channel 11 news. Molly has been nothing but joy to our family.

However this past week Molly has been somewhat depressed, I believe she is missing the Triplets. She walks around looking so sad, When I call out the babies names she runs around the house and backyard looking for them. I might have to go pick up all 3 babies at my mom & dad's house today just to make my Molly-Moo happy.

I love my dog so much. I don't know what I would do without her.She keeps me company throughout the day. She is my shadow in the daytime. and in the mornings she will actually say " I wove woo!" to me. Yes my dog can talk! REALLY!

Having a Ducky Day!

Today Angela & I took the Triplets to Heritage Park, in the city of Cerritos(Click to see park Pictures) about 10min drive. It was the first time they were face to face with Ducks. Oh how they loved it. Even though Kieran was a bit scared of them he love laughing at the ducks every time they made a noise. Angela and I where so scared to Blink because the Triplets were quick on their toes and try to jump in the water any chance they had. (huh don't know if this park was a good idea) Ha! Kieran & Haydan learn to hang on tight on the Jungle gym pole, Poor Miss Presley she did not have the strength to hold on tight like the boys so she gave up real quick! It was such a nice day the sun was shining the Triplets where happy and that make me so Thankful for another day with the Triplets...... Thank you Jesus! For another Priceless day..

Our Day at the Beach "Priceless"

Okay first of all it's past 12 midnight and I am running out of energy. I will make this real short. Yesterday we took the Triplets to the beach. This time we went to Belmont Shores about 10minute drive from home. It was Presley's first time on the beach.Oh how I enjoyed watching her first reaction to the waves covering her little legs. I really enjoyed just watching my sister Having so much fun with her babies on the beach, I just sat and snapped away with my Camera I must of taken over seven hundred pictures. No Kidding! I am so Blessed to be able to share in all their beautiful Memories. Thank you Jesus! Check out some of the picture I took on the beach at this website "Click here" or just watch the slide show on the right side of your screen.

....."Loving Every Minute of it!" My casa de choas

Even in the mist of crazy choas in the Ramirez house. I have to say Uncle Rudy, our boys and I are enjoying every minute of it. When all three babies are screaming their little heads off! or throwing temper tantrums and you feel like your head is going to explode and when it seems like every minute there is a poopie diaper to change or wash their little hands with soap when they find a way to get in the bathroom and play in the toilet or when we used up every last energy in our bodies, We Thank God for every minute of it! Being with the Babies is pure happiness and "IT'S ALL WORTH IT" They are all such a beautiful Blessing from GOD. When I go to bed at night I can't wait for the morning because It's one more day we have with my sister and her babies! I love them so much my heart aches with so much love for them! Miss Presley learned a new word yesterday "NORMA" yes she can say my name now, If I could only teach her to say Auntie Norma, I guess she is not quite ready to say the big word yet. She is so precious. And the boys Kieran and Haydan oh they are so full of energy! Kieran loves to bully his brother and sister around, Presley is small but she stands up to her big brother and fights her battle's very well. Again Thank you God for allowing us all to enjoy the triplets it is such a wonderful Blessing from you!

One of my favorite pictures

Going thru many pictures I took of the Triplets, This one made me stop and Thank God for all he is doing in Patrick & Angela's lives. Just to see my sister walking along side of her Babies Keeps reminding me of God's love and how good he is. I remember how Patrick and Angela after losing their first son Liam Charles in 2004, Never Blamed God and never got Angry with God, They put all their trust in him and kept seeking him for strength. They left their sadness and hurt in Gods hands and where and still are obedient to God and trust him completely. I truly believe Jesus has showered them with many blessings and continue showing his wonderful love to those who believe in Jesus! (Click on this link) > Genesis 22:1-18

Spending the afternoon on the beach

Rudy and I took the boys to the Seal beach yesterday afternoon. Kieran in blue and Haydan in red. It was their very first time on the beach. Presley did not go because she is doing the Vegas thing with her mommy & Daddy. So Rudy & I had the honor of taking care of the boys for 4 days for them. The boys ate sand and loved looking at the waves come and go! It is such a wonderful experience just to see the boys taking in everything. Looking, laughing, pointing at just about everything that came their way and just having so much fun. It brought back so many beautiful memories of when my babies Jonathan & Cory where that age. Oh how quick the time goes by.

Our 19th Wedding Anniversary

Today we celebrated our 19th Wedding Anniversary! Wow 19 years with a man who has made my life nothing but wonderful. I truly believe When Rudy said to me and to God on that alter " For better and for worse", He really meant every word. Rudy has been nothing but the best husband any woman can ask for, He stood by me in sickness and in health. I have put Rudy through so much pain and many many years of trials, But he never Gave up on me or this marriage , God has truly blessed our marriage so much, He has given me my wonderful soul mate for life. I love my husband so much that I want the world to know how lucky I am to have such a man to love me... " I LOVE YOU RUDY RAMIREZ " .....Your wife who loves you so very much P/S For those of you who are really wondering if I gave my husband those beautiful gray hairs on our before and after pictures. Nooooooooo! I did not!!! Gray hairs run in his family. (Ha)

Babies! Babies! Babies! Everywhere

It's been a whole week with the Weydemuller Triplets and it's been such pure excitement in the house. It still feels like a wonderful dream, But it's real and they are truly here! Oh how I missed having my babies around me. Everywhere in the house there were babies at eye shot. There were moments when we have to stop and start counting 1-2-3 making sure they are close by. Even though we watch them like a mother hen, It only takes a second and Poof! They disappear. Rudy, Jonathan , Cory and I have enjoyed every minute of their stay with us. I can believe how much the triplets have grown and have their own personalities. Kieran is the silly one, He gives you the silliest faces, He loves to talk by making all kinds of funny sounds. Haydan well Uncle Rudy and I like to call him the "Beav" because he's got the cutest front teeth and when he smiles he's all teeth "Beav" is short for Beaver. and Haydan is the fastest walker of them all. Presley well she is so precious you just want to squeeze her forever, She is very bossy. she is very petite but very vocal and strong. Since her arrival to California, Miss Presley is "NOW WALKING" She finally decided to walk on her own Sunday August 27, It's funny she was able to walk on her knees very well and maneuver turns like a real pro. I was calling her ET for a couple of days.. The Triplets had a little bit of a hard time adjusting to the time change it took about 6 days, But they are doing good sleeping by 8:30pm awake after 5am. Wednesday morning, Rudy (My hubby) surprised me with the triplets in my bed. Rudy is awesome he looks forward to helping out with the babies. The babies really enjoy playing outside,and splashing in the pool, and playing with Molly our dog. This week has been so wonderful. I'm really enjoying just watching each and everyone of them as they experience everything around them. Thank you Jesus for bringing the Triplets into our life. How bless we are who have the opportunity to be around them.

Finally Auntie Norma has her triplets

Okay Now I can say The Weydemullers are all in California. You Remember reading how stressed out I was. Well the stress got so bad. I had a feeling my sister would make the morning flight to BWI, and I had no seat on any plane to get me there and it was going on 6:00pm. After many calls to the airline to re-book my flight the airfare seem to go up with every ticking moment. It went from $489.00 to $800-$1,000 plus $100.00 change fee. Oh I felt sick to my stomach. All I wanted to do was crawl into bed so I did. So what would a great Testimony be without going thru any difficulties in our life right? God is so awsome! For a while now I believe there are Angels sent by God to do his work. "Here is my Testimony" As I layed in bed I can hear God's whispers in my ear telling me to get up and go to the airport, With a weak effort I got up changed my shoes, and grabbed my purse. Rudy was thru the front door as I was leaving, he asked where I was going and like a nut I said "Going to LAX airport to standby for any flight leaving to BWI, I grab for my keys and said to Rudy don't worry about taking me, I am leaving the car at the airport, Call you if I make the flight! He looked at me like I Cracked and needed to check into the nut farm. The time was 7:15 I knew there was a 8:45 flt I could try to make, crazy huh! (I live about 25minutes to LAX) When I arrived at the airport there was a mile long line for checking in. I stopped a airline agent who was answering questions. She kinda laughed at me and said Good luck getting a flight out tonight most of our flight have been delayed due to weather in LAS and PHX. and all flight are sold out now. Errr... She gave me no hope. I called the airlines one more time only to hear the same thing but over the phone. As I headed towards home. Again I heard God telling me to Go back. So I turned the car around and headed towards the airport again. I arrived 1/2 hour later. The line has diminished. I walked up to the tkt counter line and the same agent stopped me and told me to line up against the wall with the other passengers waiting to get help. Than here comes the best part of this long story. The agent behind the counter called me over right when I was headed towards the line of people waiting for help. I went over and I explain my story to her without sobing or playing my violin (ha) I was way to tired to be a drama queen, I did play a walking zombie real good that day. (lol) I could tell she was a fairly new agent because she kept looking at a little notepad where she keeped her computer entry notes. (Ha I had one to when I worked behind the ticket counter). She called her supervisor over for help I again explained to her my problem, (Sis arriving to BWI with triplets and I had to be there at the airport before she arrived and get the back to california before my brother-in-law arrives from Iraq anytime soon. The supervisor reached her hand and touched my hand and said "Don't worry about anything I am going to put you on a priority standby list, You must hurry to the gate because soon they will be boarding" I took my wallet out so I can pay for the change in ticket and asked her How much is it going to cost me? I will never forget how she said it in a very caring voice " Don't worry it's all taken care of" Just go to the gate and if you don't get on this flight come back and see me. OH my Gosh I was in awww. I felt so close to God at that moment. I just stood there speechless and felt the work of Gods Angels... When I got to the gate they called my name, The agent handed me a paper and said hurry get on the plane. OH MY GOD I MADE IT! I arrived BWI airport with no problem and with 2 hours to spare. I now trusted in GOD that Angela made the standby list. As I waited in Customs waiting area people where finally coming out after 10 minutes of sitting on pins and needles. The doors opened up and I saw Angela and the babies come out! Wow talk about the feeling of great happiness just to see my sister again and my sweet babies. So this is my story. I strongly believe in GOD'S blessings. My Mom always told me in order to recieve GOD'S blessings you first must give. And always remember GOD is always there for you, in good times and in Bad times, He is always testing you to see how much you trust in him......

Got Triplets? "Well I sure don't!"

Got Triplets? Well I sure don't! Okay now my flight drama is getting big production, and my headache is just getting stronger! I'm still here in California, Angela did not make any of the two flights out (she is traveling standby) So I had to cancel mine and Angela's flight because obviously we were not going to make those flights to and from California. So now Angela will try standby again in the morning out of Germany. I'm checking my flights for tonight and it look pretty ugly as far as seat availabilities, I purchase the ticket with restriction what that means is the type of ticket I purchased does not have seats available!!! Errrrrrrr I'm just going to arrive at the airport again and hope and pray a seat will open up for me and I could go. If I take a morning flight I won't get there till the late afternoon and hope Angela is there if not I have to wait till midnight for her. You think I had patience for standby, I worked for Northwest Airlines for 16years I should know better, I guess getting old doesn't allow patience anymore. Stay tuned for more!

Blessed & Stressed

Okay first of all I want to say how Blessed I am to have such a wonderful husband who supports me in everything I want to do, He always goes out of his way to accommodate me when it comes to my family, Especially when it for my sister & the triplets. I thank GOD for him everyday. NOW!!! Ready for my stress. Errrrr! As you can tell by the time I posted this message I'm not up on a plane flying east to Maryland to meet my sister and the triplets. First of all I have been to overly excited because my babies (the triplets) will soon be here and sister of course and let's not forget my brother-in-law Sgt. Patrick Weydemuller coming all the way from Iraq. Or is it because soon I will be going to VEGAS just kidding (lol) Never mind. Back to my story. I have been to excited that I can't sleep for days. Well the day has come to meet them in BWI, I even left my wonderful bible study early to get to the airport on time, right before I arrived LAX Mom call to tell me they cancelled Angela's morning flight out of Germany "Ohhhh instant headache," I could only imagine what my sister was going through after days of packing and loading her car with suitcases, baby's triple stroller ect , getting kiddies ready, and driving all the way to catch her plane only to find out the plane has been CANCELLED. When she finally called me she had the best sense of humor she wanted to laugh and cry at the same time. I love her accepting it like a true trooper. So thank God for a later flight, she is flying standby so wish her luck, OH and wish me luck because I cancelled my flight tonight and can't re-book a flight till I get the call from Angela which will be around 9:30am tomorrow to tell me if she will be put on the flight, So that gives me a little time to re-book and hope they have space for me to fly outof LAX. This time pray hard for me and my sister that both of us can get out! It now passed 12 midnight I'm so tired but wired up at the same time could that be possible without caffeine ? And I still have to look for a Hotel in Bwi for tomarrow night! Lord help me. (lol) Stay tuned for update through out the day

My Blog is One Year Old

Below is my very first posting I did on August 22, 2006

Okay! I gave in and decided to start a Blog. With my little sister Angela and her triplets arriving to California in just a few days (Yippy) and my brother-in-law (triplets daddy) Sgt. Patrick Weydemuller he is coming all the way from IRAQ to California for a well deserved 2 week rest from Battle ground life in Iraq. A lot of you Triplet fans around the world wanted me to keep updated stories on the daily lives of my sweet little Weydemuller Triplets, Kieran, Haydan & Miss Presley. So in keeping you all tuned in everyday I will be posting their daily activities and pictures of course here so aside from their own website this would be the place to read all about them.