I am at peace now and trust Gods decision.

May I go now? Do you think the time is right? May I say goodbye to pain filled days and endless lonely nights?

I've lived my life and done my best, an example I tried to be. So can I take that step beyond and set my spirit free?

I didn't want to go at first, I fought with all my might. But something seems to draw me now to a warm and living light. I want to go I really do. It's difficult to stay. But I will try as best I can to live just one more day.

To give you time to care for me and share your love and fears. I know you're sad and afraid, because I see your tears.

I'll not be far, I promise that, and hope you'll always know that my spirit will be close to you wherever you may go. Thank you so for loving me. You know I love you too,that's why it's hard to say goodbye and end this life with you.

So hold me now just one more time and let me hear you say, because you care so much for me, you'll let me go real soon.

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I found this poem and wanted to post it.

I believe if Molly could talk she would be telling us exactly what this poem says..

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My family and I are so sadden by our Molly's health failing so quickly. She now has very little use of her back legs and will no longer eat and drinks very little. I finally broke down and gave my Molly to God. I put all my trust in him, whatever God decides for Molly I will be at Peace.

Molly and The Triplets. A three minute video

I just had to make a quick little movie of Molly with the precious Triplets so you to can see how happy the Triplets made Molly. Enjoy! Molly was so sweet to Kieran, Haydan and Presley. How many times she got her hair or tail pulled by the Triplets she never once barked at the babies. Every morning the first thing the Triplets would do was call out for Molly and run to the doggie door to wish Molly a good morning. Oh how Molly would love all the attention the Triplets would give her. There would not be a day that goes by that all Three babies would be on top of poor Miss Molly, with their little arms all stretched out to hug Molly. Oh how we all would love to see Presley walk by Molly only to get her sweet little face wiped gently by Molly's happy tail, Presley loved it. She would cover her mouth and laugh or Haydan who wins the metal for being the most gentle and loving with Molly. Just seeing Haydan smile and petting Molly's head warmed my heart. Kieran well what can't we say about Our wonderful little man. He was sweet to Molly too However once in a while he would strike poor Miss Molly with something he could get his little hands on. (Haha) First he would look over to see if anybody was looking and when the coast was clear "BAM" poor Miss Molly would get a falling object coming her way.

Update on Molly

Okay here is my update on our beloved dog Molly. Sorry it took me a while.

Last Wednesday Molly came home from the Vet. AGAIN! The Vet took more test and could not find nothing wrong with Our Molly. I was getting very frustrated with Molly's situation and the Veterinarian. I started to look to the internet for any possible answer. After reading up on some sites I decided to give my own Diagnosis of what is wrong with Molly! Ever since Jonathan moved out and the Triplets left for Germany, Molly shut down and became distant to the world. My poor dogie I know now that is what it is. I would call out the Triplets names and Jonathan's name. Even in Molly's lethargic mode she would get a burst of energy and look all over for them. It breaks my heart to see her sadness when she would give up looking for them. So here it is my Diagnosis: "Depression" Yes like humans dogs also get depressed. I read what to look for regarding depression in dogs and all the signs Molly was showing was there. After reading different sights I decided that she is suffering from depression. I could look into getting her a dog Psychologist. Like Cesar Millan you know "The Dog Whisper"

Only if I hit the Lotto. Do you how much a shrink cost for a dog sessions. Wow it is unbelievable. It a whole lotta mula. ( I checked already).

Molly has been eating a little more. Somedays are better that others it's driving me insane! What dog would turn down a great big piece of juicy steak or a big pork chop smothered in gravy. Yup! Molly has been getting the royal dog treatment. The Veterinarion told us to feed her whatever she can eat. That includes table food. Rudy hates when we use to feed Molly our leftovers from dinner, But Hey Doctors orders. I am trying everything possible to make her content Molly is still very Lethargic and that is driving me crazy. She use to be such a happy dog. She use to be my daytime shadow, and my Greeter when I walked through the door. But lately she just lays on her dogie bed. Errrgh! If anybody has any suggestions "Please" E-mail me.

Thank you for all the nice E-mails and Keep praying for Molly because I do believe that Miracles can happen!

Molly does look a little bit better than last week. There is hope for her!!

Please pray for Miss Molly

Wow what a couple of weeks full of emotions. I keep thinking it's going to get better and right before I see the sunshine it rains again. My poor Miss Molly is back in the Hospital! It going on 2 weeks now that Molly does not eat! She just drinks lots of water. I tryed just about everything to make her eat. I even bought a big juicy steak for her and she refused it. It's not like her to do that. I am really getting worried. She is down to 42 pounds. she is very skinny. Rudy took her back to the Vet's for more testing this afternoon. This time they X-rayed her and found nothing and we are waiting for more more Blood test results.. Errgghhh! She had to stay over night for more IV feedings. and again we will be expecting another expensive vet bill. I don't care as long as they make my Molly well again! Please pray for her.

Our Sweet Presley Katherine

I was so moved to see how hard it was for my sons Jonathan to say his last goodbye to Presley yesterday. He showed so much love and expressed how much Presley, Kieran & Haydan meant to him and our family. And how Proud he is of his Uncle Sgt. Patrick Weydemuller for serving our country.

Rudy, The boys, and I took Presley out to dinner yesterday. We went to Eastside Mario's. She ate lots of Pasta and keeped us laughing with her cute little silliness.

Uncle Michael Weydemuller ( Patrick Brother) and his son Reilly came over last night to spend some time with Presley. Presley really had a fun time with her uncle Mike. He sang funny songs that made her laugh.